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Thursday, January 22, 2009 - 9:22 AM
Blog 19

those people who noe my past , u should noe e reason i hate him .
yeah ! wasted my 3 years .
give up on e person who love me lots , yeah . . i love him lots too (past)
give up on friendship before jus becos of e stupid him .
i gave up alot alot alot alot alot alot of things ! i regret lots .
tats makes me hate . dunt understand nevermind .
why m i so stupid ? ?
tis issue jus makes me burst into tears today !
yeah i cried alot alot alot alot alot alot . one simple reason tat is hate . stupid right .
when den i can overcome those hates ?
hates makes me evil . makes me wanna kill every single thing abt him !
makes me dunt wan to co-operate with him cos i hate !
from head to toe , i hate every thing abt him !
i dunt wan to do things tat got to do with him .
yeah ! he dunt wan to do things got to do with me too . i noe tat .
i m super duper uber happy ! but why god so unfair !
keep making me work with him when i got thousands of NO in my mind !
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
hate it super duper lots ! ! ! ! ! ! !
i couldnt overcome those hates ! those fears .
those past ! yeah . i m useless . damn useless .
sometimes jus tink about myself doesnt even wan to tink abt others .
sorry to those friends tat costs u guys get unhappy becos of my hates !
i also wan to overcome it . but i really couldnt .
damn difficult for me to overcome those hates because i really really hate him lots !
many way couldnt make me treat him as a normal friend .
cannot make me treat him as a transparent .
cos if can , i really wan to take a knife n snab him to death ! ! ! ! !
sorry ! i will try my best . but now , i jus wan to give up !
i jus wan a long break to recover ! ! !


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