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But i need to admit it, my boyfriend is niceeee!
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CHEWSHIH ♥
She's a lil girl, living in her perfect world
tolerate is her core, and patient in life is her nature
she love being crazyy! that's more likely to be her
singapore. indonesia - batam
first cry in this world 28-04-1992
i am contented with my life
however i find it not enough
don't try to snatch my stuffs from me
cos i will snatch it back from you
i love singing
going oversea is my love
especially to country i love to go
speaking cantonese turn out to be my learning
i love hazelnut milk tea
i love Q yuan qi bbt lots <3
i love my family, love ones and friends
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 - 7:45 PM
Blog 61

really need to thank yaling for being there with me during my heart-breaking time .
i was like crying like hell tis few days . . . damn emotional .
jus dunoe why i couldnt jus control myself not to cry . .
e first day we gone SGH find him , was e most difficulties time of my life .
it is like taking half of my life away . i cried like hell non-stop . .
almost couldnt breathe . . cos it is really hurtful seeing him lying there .
i simply need a shoulder . but no shoulder at all . jus friends by my side supporting me .
she was always e one listening to my sorrows . .
seeing me in my most ugly look . . tat is crying . . . ps ! !
but seriously , i need to thank her . .
thank her for trying her very best to cheer me up whenever i m broke down . .
been holding back my tears for past few days . cos i believe . .
he will not be in ICU but in normal ward . by then , i dunt tink i really have e chance to see him .
tmr is 4th year loving him . perhaps . . . i might tink of ending it . .
idk ! i have been holding for so long le . yes . jus like shindy says . .
i have been holding for 4 years why i couldnt hold longer ? during tis 4 years . .
i could because of him broke up friendship with my dearest friends .
hurt people tat i shouldnt have hurt . . .
besides tat , got myself hurt too . i dunoe whether i could still hold on ? ? ? ?
love is not wanting tat person . .
but wanting him to be happy with e person he/she love . . . can i grant tis wish to him ?
i beg u . . wake up for e person you love so much ! fight for her will you ? ? ?
wake up as soon as possible . . everyones' waiting for you . .
cos i noe you wanted to see them as soon as possible even though i m not in ur wanted list .

thanks to wendy-burn as well =)
she have been there for me as well . . really grateful to you . and thankful to you . .
hey jonathan ! ! she is waiting for you and missing you terribly as well . .
wake up soon will you ? ? ? ? fight for ur love ones ! ! ! ! !
everyones' miss you so much ! ! ! !
i have been praying hard for you everyday . . god ! have u heard my prayers and wishes ? ?


Monday, March 30, 2009 - 8:21 PM
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dearest second sis gone hongkong for her study trip .
tis few days she wasnt at home tat much , cos she got poly camp to attend .
next , she got hongkong study trip to go .
gosh ! days without her at home was so quiet . but not really used to it . hmm . .
anyway , i m freaking jealous tat she gets a chance to go oversea . .
celebrate her birthday over there . errrr ! nevermind . .
i m going hongkong on december . wakakakaka =)

alright , back to topic . still got 1 more day to go .
to e 4th years loving him . seriously speaking , i wasnt really tat excited .
april fool bought us together and i guess i m e fool breaking tis whole thing up .
i m really a fool ! hahahahahahaha . . . .
been reading my own diary . which mostly all written abt him . . i cried !
perhaps , those are past . . but it is crave deep inside my heart . .
i m always e one following right behind him . . looking at his back .
waiting for e day for him to turn back and look someone right behind him waiting .
but tis time round , i really choose to say . sorry . . i couldnt wait anymore .
i rather let him be with e girl he really love . .
loving a person doesnt mean wanting tat person .
is letting e person you love to find the happiness he/she wanted . .
i choose to let you go n find ur happiness . .
hurry wake up ! ! ! ! go find e happiness you have been wanting for . fight for it =)
sorry people . i have falled down . i dunoe how to stand up anymore . .
i seriously miss him so much . . .

congrats to yaling . . for ur 1 year anniversary ! ! =)
stay happy always alright !
treasure the one you love . . no matter wat happen . . . =D


Sunday, March 29, 2009 - 10:09 PM
Blog 59

i keep tinking of letting it go .
two more days , it will be e 4th year loving him .
perhaps i have did alot of things , but to me . . i have done not much .
cos once he is awake , everything will go back as per normal .
hais , guess i shouldnt put too much hope into it .
cos many other people have done lots of things jus for him . .
perhaps more den me . as mine , it is jus a minor one . .
time to stop tinking too much . . time to let it go .
4th year , perhaps it is time to give up . set myself free ? ?
i dont have e courage to continue loving . sorry , i m tired . .

'aha! stupid:]'
e one who posted tis on 29 Jan 2009 is him .
during art period using computer tat time post de .
i miss him so much , its hurts seeing him like tis . but to stay strong n smile .
he could do it ! ! ! waiting for him to come back class cal me tat name he always say .


Saturday, March 28, 2009 - 11:23 PM
Blog 58

jonathan mom , charlotte and jonathan dad

went out with yaling , wendy and shindy
gone to tampines mall complete all e paper cranes .
and created a beautiful "get well soon" card . freaking nice !
with lots of jonathan and his friends pictures . . haha =)
we completed e card on our way there in e mrt train . lots of ppl looking at us .
anyway , thanks to those who have played a part in folding those paper cranes ! !
alright , after tat , walk to SGH . quite long , and i have almost forgotten .
step in e hopsital , saw no one there . waited for a while , finally his family came .
gave his parents e paper cranes and ofcos e "get well soon" card .
they thank us for e effort we did . and jonathan mom still trying to check on us .
whether e paper cranes got hit up to 1000 , she say she will count it . haha ! !
sadly , if they wan to place something over there for jonathan to see . .
got to ask e nurse first . hais , lucky got through by putting plastic bag on e card
and wipe the paper cranes bottle before bring it in . .
went in visited jonathan for a while . tis time round , i did not cry .
but smile right infront of him . cos i noe , he is still holding on =)
den after tat , walk out . . cos shindy walk out first . hais . wanna stay longer u noe .
den next turn , wendy and yaling .
jonathan mom found transparent plastic bag to wrape e card . .
and cal me to give it to jonathan dad . oh yeah , got to go in again . .
den stand there looking at jonathan for quite long . . =)
we saw his hands moving and his right eye open . no idea , whether he got see us anot .
after seeing jonathan , went out chat with jonathan mom . .
had a great chat . . and planned for things to raise funds for jonathan family =)
tinking of washing teachers' cars and jonathan mom will sell pizza she made.
hmm , got to ask e key for e plam cove cafe room to sell =)
after tat , we to had dinner together with jonathan young sister , charlotte .
sadly , she didnt eat . she jus accompany us and play our handphones games .
went up after dinner . started cam-whore in e lifts with charlotte .
den after tat , saw jonathan grandpa and grandma . . both are english educated people =)
they told us tat we must pray hard for jonathan everyday . .
and ofcos not to forget studying . . they do cares for us =)
and jonathan grandpa mistaken me as a "china" citizen . . ohh ! ! ! ! =)
after hearing his grandpa saying are u from china ? everyone started laughing .
ohya , everyone find it a joke . LOL ! ! do i look like one ? ?
after tat , jonathan grandpa and grandma left . . so we started to cam-whore !
charlotte was e most cutes one of all =) so lovely . . haha ! !
after tat , slowly , jonathan relative came one by one . gosh ! !
did say hi to them , cos jonathan dad n mom keep introducing us to them =)
we still keep taking pictures non-stop ! haha =) esp charlotte . .
charlotte even took photos' with her dad and mom ! ! =)
and everyone smiled ! ! =)
time to go back home . everyone showing those . . i dunt wan to go back . esp me ! !
hmm . . but still have to . promise charlotte tat we will go hospital next sat . .
we promise you charlotte ! ! =) see you soon and we shall cam-whore again ! !
we miss jonathan and we miss charlotte ! ! ! !
btw ppl , pls currently dont go visit jonathan . . esp those who never go see him before .
cos his dad says jonathan doesnt wan to let his friends see e way he look right now .
so try ur best not to go there . . if there is new progress abt him we will tel u guys
through blogging . so stay tune alright ? ? =)

labels: "charlotte charlotte charlotte" see you next sat ! ! a promise =)
jonathan JIAYOU ! ! ! we are right here waiting for you ! ! we believe u will pull tis through.
jonathan , saw e pictures up there ? ur family , relatives , friends and us . .
we are waiting for you to get up and cam-whore with us =) ! !