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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 - 10:18 PM

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CHEWSHIH IS SUFFERING :(
hihi (: chewshih is back to post! somebody been requesting me to update. LOL!

28th September 2009 (Monday)
at night, went out to have dinner with daddy and mummy friends. if i am not wrong one of the uncle's over there won 4 thousands dollars in 4D. wonder why wasnt my dad the one who won it. LOL! anyway, the uncle invited our whole family over to have dinner with them at blk 115. the place looks elegant and ofcos the food was delicious. i love the chicken sharkfin! haha! they served it in a bias way, i got the less chicken but got the most sharkfin! LOL! whereas my two sisters' got the most chicken but less sharkfin. haha. overall, the whole night was quite boring to me and my sis, while my dad and mom enjoyed it. becos the could chit chat with their friends over there. LOL! besides that, i would like to praise the restaurant with the well facilities they had. especially in the toilet. it is freaking nice! they have well designed the toilet. inside a restauant, there are a newly couples, having their wedding/engagement in the restaurant, they kiss opening like nobody business? giving us such a free show man. which makes those aunties commented something on their so called wedding/engagement. besides that, they played a super uber digusting game and could laugh so loud. a man inserted two eggs in the groom clothing. then the bride eyes got to covered up and then she need to use her both hands slowly take out the two eggs in the groom clothing. it was really digusting. as the whole process, the bride gonna touch the groom private parts and all over his body just because of the two EGGS. in a open area! which was like so wth lah. many people was watching and they dont find themselves a shame! around 10pm, the whole dinner have come to an end. the boss of blk 115 restaurant uncle treated us something but i forgotten what issit. LOL! besides that, the honeydew sago is so nice lah! i love it alot alot (: lastly, when we are about to go that time, all the uncles' and aunties' keep saying 'thank you' to each other. i find it totally weird la. the most weird thing was, they keep saying 'thank you' to my mom and dad? i was like, huh? did my mom and dad treat those auntie and uncle the dinner? their wallet gonna burst into a hole! went to question my mom and dad, they say didn't. they say they use to say 'thank you' to each other after a meal being treat. weird right? besides that, i want to comment that THOSE AUNTIES AND UNCLES ARE RICH! really got damn rich. their cars so got damn expensive then ours lah. all drive mercedes. crazy la. ours nissan. LOL! so anyone want to get into a rich family, i intro you those uncles and aunties sons and daughters. LOL, jus kidding. thats all for monday.

30 september 2009 (Wednesday)
got back my prelim 2 results. i did not score well but i did improve. 1 month hardwork did make a change. so i need to walk even harder from now on (: JIAYOU chewshih. haha. went to visit the doctor at night. the most most most ridiculous thing ever in my life and i am suffering alot alot alot! ! ! just simply in one night , ONE NIGHT HOR, i totally got 10 injection by the doctor. super pain lah! the doctor says, injection now is the only solution to clear up those skin allergy in my hands and legs. then it will form back to the pretty hands and legs like others do. thats why, wanted to be pretty need to suffer! need to pay off something to get back something else. this is the payment i got. the most stupidest thing was, the doctor keep calling me to breathe in breathe out! like as if i am giving birth! LOL. so stupid la. but then the whole injection process, i could just say one word. that is PAIN! been yelling super loud inside the room like nobody business! got damn pain la! ! arhhh. 2 weeks later, i got to suffer again. gonna have another injection. wonder will it be 10 injection again? or more than that? FAINT!

lastly, i really wan to thank my daddy and mummy for buying me the ipod touch. i could simply use my ipod touch and go online whenever i wanted (: i enjoy using facebook! yeahh. i love it alot! hehe (:

MR EDY ZHOU ZHI CAI AKA MR VEGETABLE OWE MISS POH CHEW SHIH A TREAT!
YES! it is a must to pay back ur treat when you come singapore. or not i am going to haunt you almost everyday. hehehehe (:
thats all for today! chewshih says night to everyone! (:

Monday, September 21, 2009 - 1:01 PM

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I LOVE DADDY AND MUMMY LOTS <3

i seriously need to thank god! giving me such a wonderful family, wonderful friends and wonderful relatives. i am really contented with my life and doesnt wish much changes! maybe i would want to ask for more instead (: i am fortunate to have such a wonderful family! i could go overseas and buy many many stuffs i want. lots of it need to thank my hardworking parents. they always leave all the best to us. regardless of how many mistakes i have done in life, they will forgive and forget. never ever neglect our importance and always place us as majorities. not to place those words too over, but in my heart, "THEY ARE THE BEST PARENTS IN THE WORLD!"

yesterday night, i have been searching high and low for my bloody shoe! it totally pissed me off! i search almost the whole house and the shoes cupboard outside, but jus couldnt find my shoe! final conclusion was "MY SHOE KENA STOLEN'' wtf! i keep cursing that 'fcuker' who steal my shoes! he/she is such an ass! no money to buy shoes ar? other people shoes also want to steal. wth! my mom and sis been laughing non-stop. i was like with a look which tells them 'funny meh?' they just keep laughing! they claim that the person who steal my shoes totally have no taste! wth. totally such an ass man!

daddy drove us down to tampines mall. as he is changing his pathetic old phone! went up to tampines food court there to have our dinner. before eating, i sat down and chat with my mom about some stuff. that is i wanted a 'ipod touch' so much! i ask her whether she could help me pay first, then i share pay her back the money after i have save money. she didnt answer me so i just leave. after eating went to m1 shop change the handphone. dad bought nokia phone which worth $128. quite small and nice! somemore 5 megapixels. so cool lah. before getting my dad phone, i went to ask mom whether i could buy 'ipod touch'. their answer to me was a straight ''NO"! i got damn sad, almost cry but didnt. sis ask me whether i want to go down shopping with her, i showed her attitude and regret her request! sorry (: soon after few minutes later, daddy got his handphone. left the m1 shop and daddy ask me go choose the 'ipod touch' i want. i jump up with joy. initally i was like huh? you really want to buy it for me meh? or just joking with me? mummy says she will buy one for me after my exam over. but i couldnt wait till that day. i just dunoe why i am toooooo interested in 'ipod touch'! so both daddy and mummy decided to buy it for me (:daddy and mummy both being the best parents, walk to the 'Best'! they call me to choose the 'ipod touch' i want. besides asking me to get one, mummy and daddy also allow sis to buy one too. but she doesn't want. she wants the 32GB instead of 8GB! to me anything also can (: took my dearest 'ipod touch' went to the counter and pay the amount! it cost us $304. money just flew like that. through this 'ipod touch', i realise that my parents do really love me! or could i say love the 3 of us (: regardless of how many troubles, problems and mess we have given them, they could still love us so much! and never give up on anyone of us. daddy, mummy. . i promise to work hard on my studies. i will! i promise (: i wont disappoint both of you! lastly, just wanna say. .

DADDY & MUMMY, I LOVE YOU !! <3

Saturday, September 19, 2009 - 11:53 PM

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my blog hasn't died yet (:

just finish prelim 2 exam on friday. been staying up late at night till 1am. den wake up around 3-4 am. so stress man! i have really been studying real hard. whatever outcome it is, just leave it to fate. lesson ends real early on friday! cos we only have science paper 1. which only takes up 1 hour of our time. LOL! science paper 1, 1 hour to me is unsufficient! i couldnt really finish up by time. the question given was too tricky! straight after exam, mrs ong discuss the physic answer with us. i jump up with joy! cos quite a number of question i could do *grin* (: quite delighted de! after that, the whole class went off. left me, khairul, amir and farhan. we ask mrs ong about physic and chemistry answer. so cool! got relax after knowing the answer! hehe (:

called up cindy, sadly didnt answer. so i called up janli. she went home straight after school. while walking, met cindy, grace, peiling and shelby. so followed them to the canteen. after peiling and shelby went for their POA exam, me, cindy and grace went to the library to kill time! both cindy and grace helped in esther art. as for me, sadly i totally got NO talent for art! i couldnt draw and couldnt colour well! so i am not suitable to help for art stuff (: hehe! nevertheless, me being a kind person help to sharpen the colour pencils! at least i am talented on that! haha (: after sharpening the colour, i turn out to be so addicted on sharpening. so went to help affia sharpen hers as well. haha. after sharpening their colour pencil, wash my blackish hand and went back to chit chat! straight at 12noon, walk down to foyer. meet up with shelby and peiling.

took bus to bedok inter. headed down to mac have our lunch. around 1.10am, we finish our lunch and headed down to kampong chai chee for k session. while waiting for the time to hit 2pm. me, cindy, grace, peiling and shelby play 'heart attack' to kill time! seriously speaking, it is really fun! we laugh like nobody business over there. besides that, there are a group of malay girls looking at us as well. after few minutes of 'heart attack' game, cindy and grace play sissors paper stone. whoever win will hit the loser hand. grace hit real hard. cindy's hand was red! besides that, cindy cried and yell in pain. her whole face and body all turn red. if you wan to see how red is her hand, go view cindy blog (: after that, headed down to the k and sing! thats all for today (: byebye . nites !

handsome guys ! ! ! OMG ! (:

Tuesday, September 8, 2009 - 10:40 PM

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OMG! my leg is yelling in pain! hmm, this few days was my brain breaking day! been facing chemistry and physic 10years series from morning to night. LOL, quite unbelievable right (: actually i am being scastic. HAHA! i did study in the morning and night, but sleep in the afternoon. hehe (: sleepy-ness keep locking my door! currently head are full of notes. but i do really scared the next moment, i will forget it. hais! all thanks to that 'ong'! she says this year prelim 2 science will set according to the 10years series. if this is what we got for prelim 2, this will also be the marks we gonna score for O level. do you tink we should or not believe it? no other choice but to believe. so i read up 10years series book! indeed damn tired! need a rest (: as for mathematics, time to start! JIAYOU! okay, enough of studying stuffs. from today onwards, i got to set a target for myself. perhaps it is not just for myself! for that 'ong' not to look down on me! and parents not to get worried and anxious towards my study. no blogging from today onwards! ! yes. just like what miss huda says, stay away from tv, computers, electronic devices. study hard for the 1 months plus. after studying, i could play hard! even i didn't get a good marks in my o levels or didn't enter a poly ( really hope not), at least i know, i strike even to the last minute! JIAYOU!! 排出万难，勇往前进!

Bye blogger! i will miss you de :(

Monday, September 7, 2009 - 12:14 AM

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do you know what teenagers loves to do with their laptops? they love WEBCAM! yupyup. to me, it really sounds cool. poly students really loves to webcam! haha (: base on my observation. and seriously speaking, it is fun to webcam with people! real cool. alright, end my typing. enjoy those so called 'wonderful' webcam pictures together with my cousins! i love it (: haha!

do you know what is the best way to release stress-ness. i just discover it out yesterday. the best way to release it is to be HAPPY! once you're happy, you will forget your sorrows. (: so people, just smile and stay happy through out your life! it is really great. you can try it yourself (: haha!

笑口常开，好彩（好运气）自然来 (:

labels: i having a great time with them (: <3

Saturday, September 5, 2009 - 11:46 PM

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went over to grandma and grandpa house at night. anyway, it is wasn't a special occasions. perhaps it is just a short meeting for the adults. mom cook curry chicken and 'mai chai' vegetable. both are nice! just that the curry chicken quite spicy de. other aunts and uncles couldn't stand it. especially dayi. her nagging speech on food is back again! god damn irritated by her. want you just eat. got something for you to eat still tok so much! hazel is taking this year n level. just two days away. really wishes her all the best! base on the trends, last year taker is much more easier than this year. perhaps so! but still, strike for the best! (: good luck babe! alright, enjoying of the writing, time to enjoy some pictures! mostly 'ALL' got my faces! hehe. requested my sis to take one pic with me, she pushes off my cam! damn you! next time don't take with her :P

and lastly, a pictures cousins of mine and ofcos include me and my second sis! those who are going hongkong on 13th of Dec (:

ohya! almost forgotten. the 5 of us webcam! using poor ah hui laptop. going to demand for the pictures from him soon (:

labels: a night with singapore cousins (:

Friday, September 4, 2009 - 9:09 PM

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damn it! she is such an ass! such an bitch! never ever in my life i had ever met this kind of bitchy teacher. hong-gan lah her! cheebye! having my parents handphone number you taisai ar! biggest of the big in the world ar. ps lah! screw my ass off! nabei cheebye, wtf you say? say i deliberately don't want my dad to attend the parents meeting session! my dad on that day working COULDN'T MAKE IT okay! you thought he's working i can control him to go or not to go ar! now i got scolded! for e fcuking shit you have done! i totally regretted writing you the most caring teacher. my foot lah. few months later, your bitchy tail all came off. having a scastic tone of yours totally pissed my day off! say what, "never bring books to school might as well don't bring yourself!" wtf, i first time never bring the book you don't have to say this kind of fcuking words right. like as if, i always didnt bring the god damn book! don't know how to do the question, you say "don't give those excuses to cover up"! eh, i dunoe okay! your fcuking speech totally pissed me off man! YOU ARE THE WORST TEACHER THAT I EVER MET BEFORE! who do you think you are? i didnt screw your day, don't ever try to be bitchy infront of me and screw my day! i will remember de! now, you hit behind my back by calling my dad! dunt worry, you won't have the chance anymore. just see what you will get from me! I WILL PROVE INFRONT OF YOUR FACE THAT I ABLE TO GO A POLY! YOU JUST WATCH AND SEE! don't worry bitch, i will excel in my academic for prelim 2! sit back and relax! i won't let you look down on me and fcuking behind my back call my parents again! cheebye kia! i will absorb all the fcuking knowledge you had for physic! don't worry be happy! I WILL EXCEL, bitch! you watch out!

what i promise, i will do it! regardless of what difficulties i am going to encounter. i will endure and excel in the end (: i got to have confidence towards myself. i cannot give up half way through. i have come this far, i don't really wish to stop and fail! nevertheless, i doesn't wish to disappoint my parents! who always give me the freedom i should have to do well in my academic. I WILL NOT DISAPPOINT THEM DE! since they have the faith on me, i will do well! JIAYOU CHEWSHIH! JIAYOU CHEWSHIH! JIAYOU CHEWSHIH! JIAYOU CHEWSHIH!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 - 4:54 PM

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going hongkong on 13 Dec to 20 Dec. confirm. currently booking ticket. yeah! i am super excited and waiting towards that day. currently, i got to start saving money. basically i need to save up to $388. i wan to buy a ipod touch. then at least go hongkong sitting bus or train that time got songs to listen (: yupyup. got to start saving now! hehe. tis time round, our family go hongkong trip together with charlene family. so cool lah. that time taiwan trip we go together. this time round, hongkong trip we also go together. besides that, addictional one more family member, that is my elder sis boyfriend, zhen yew. he is going hongkong we us as well (:

well, my parents together with my elder sis went to the natafair last sunday. initally, mom decided to go hongkong first. but because of the damn bloody H1N1, she decided to change her decision and go korea or japan instead. but lucky, final decision is still hongkong. as it is much more cheaper than korea or japan. so cool lah. I LOVE HONGKONG SO MUCH (: yeahyeah! i am so happy! going macau as well. wuhuhu! den i can go sit the boat korean boys over flowers taken before. wah , thought of this damn excited lah! i going there to listen the person solo sings! wah. so cool lah! but den i am super sad that i couldnt enter the CASINO ! wth! damn it! few more months to 18 years old ! but den still 17! CANNOT ENTER CASINO! wtf! where got such thing de. arhhhh! i wan to see how casino look like but..... DAMN IT! besides that, we going shenzheng. LOL! china area. dunoe go there for wat. nevermind, just go and take a look hao le. luckily not guangzhou or not i smack them man. been there before and we can go there walk on our own! alright, gonna type till here. i want to go take a short nap (: byebye people!

- 12:13 AM

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current mood: i'm missing 'him' lots.
current song: Waiting For You by 胡彦斌
等待你，是我持续心跳的唯一理由~

today is the 1st of september, which is counted also as 169 days of waiting. it is also 169 days without him. seriously speaking, i really do miss him lots. how much i hope that i could see him now. ps, not seeing him lying on the hospital bed but appearing a healthy him right infront of us. i just dunoe why, out of a sudden flash, my mind is back about him. perhaps he is always the only one who keep me going. even following right behind him, i still find myself fortunate. he always caught my attention, making me get worried for him out of a sudden. making me cry whenever i miss him. making my heart yelling in pain whenever i see him in this state. making me going crazy to see him. making me wanna dream about him all night because only dream is totally different from reality. i have realise that losing him is totally equal to losing my strength to breathe till i don't know how to leave. .