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Wednesday, April 1, 2009 - 7:43 PM
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today is 1st of april . . a day i shld be happy n jumping up with joy .
tat i made it loving him for 4 years . . but it turn out opposite . .
i got frustrated easily for today . esp during maths class . i dunoe why .
i totally doesnt have e mood for today . . to other people . .
tis anniversary are something big but mine , turn out to be minor . so minor .
and lead my own life e same way i usually do . jus like nothing special to me .
i got tons of frustrated things inside my head .
and really makes me wanna say . . i m tired ! could i jus rest ?
but i will never forget , telling my friends , 1st of april is my day . . haha =)
perhaps , 1st of april will never ever be my day anymore . cos i m tired . .
it is really out of my limit to continue . . .
i damn wanted to see him for today . but we are not allow to . .
thanks friends for giving me so many comments . really thank you .
sorry friends , tis time round i really got to disappoint you guys =)
yup . loving a person for 4 years , wasnt tat easily . i agree . .
i got to admit tat during tis 4 years , for once , i did seriously gave up on him .
my mind wasnt with him anymore . . but i have no idea why e feelings is back again out of e sudden .
yes , loving one person wasnt tat easily and it have been so long le .
till now den i say give up , why shouldnt i say it earlier ? right ? ?
seriously speaking , from sec 1 or perhaps sec 2 , i alr noe e fact tat . .
both of us are impossible de . i have been hiding all day long . .
tis time round , i choose not to hide anymore .
even i dunoe how he felt after seeing every single effort i have done for him .
for a simple reason tat is loving him . . but i choose to let go . .
yes , i will hurt me super lots , but i dunt wan to keep telling lies to myself . .
if time really prove tat love really exist , doesnt matter how long . .
e one u love really loves you will still return back to your side .
let e time decide our future . . . perhaps i m wrong but no other choice !
perhaps i will regret with my decisions . but , i have no other choice / way .
idk ! ! ! time will determine everything . cos right now i couldnt do anything as well .
i m sorry , really sorry ! friends , will you guys support me ? ? ? i noe you guys will =)

it is time for me to take a long rest . . .
i guess i have really cried enough . i shouldnt continue crying . .
but i jus dunoe why , tears keep falling . how to stop ? ? i m really really really tired ! ! !
dunt worry , i will still and always pray hard from him . .
every single moment . . hope you guys too =)