Sweet Moment 15th January 2010 ♥
He is sweet, lovely, understanding and caring boyfriend
Most important he is patient.
He will deny it. I know he will.
But i need to admit it, my boyfriend is niceeee!
However, he is super nagging!
Too bad, i love my dar (boyfriend)





CHEWSHIH ♥
She's a lil girl, living in her perfect world
tolerate is her core, and patient in life is her nature
she love being crazyy! that's more likely to be her
singapore. indonesia - batam
first cry in this world 28-04-1992
i am contented with my life
however i find it not enough
don't try to snatch my stuffs from me
cos i will snatch it back from you
i love singing
going oversea is my love
especially to country i love to go
speaking cantonese turn out to be my learning
i love hazelnut milk tea
i love Q yuan qi bbt lots <3
i love my family, love ones and friends
i love starbucks coffee

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hey earthlings ! i m back to post =)
woke up 7am early in e morning . . meet up with zhengchao have breakfast together .
meet at e nearby church e bus-stop . den we talk to e factory .
after having our breakfast , went to meet up with e rest . .
sat at e umbrella there waiting for justin . . around 15 minutes he came .
but he pangseh us . LOL ! walk to e indoor sports hall .
it is really hot over there . couldnt stand it man ! !
somemore no aircon . LOL !
went to visit jonathan mother outside e staff room as she is selling things .
so went over there to say hi . after tat , we guys split our own ways .
mrs ong requested me to help jonathan mother buy drink . .
so me n shindy went to buy . regretted buying glass jelly . it is tasteles . .
omg ! so more jonathan mother n jonathan auntie drank it ! arhhh !
went over to e piano corner there slack for a while while zhengchao plays e piano .
after tat , shindy went off with puayhoon . to spend up e amount !
heard zhengchao play '默默' , gosh it is nice , really nice ! !
few minutes later , we both very sian , so went to e indoor sports hall . .
saw justin and zhengwei . so those three guys started playing .
while i stand aside looking . sia la , being entertain by them lah ! they so funny lor !
justin being such a kind person gave me a sweet . freaking nan de okay ! LOL !
faster playing , zhengchao n justin went to e canteen buy food . so i followed .
tis two siaosiao people , bought alot of food n drinks ! OMG .
den after tat , went to e basketball court meet up e rest . .

took bus together with yaling , shindy n puayhoon to jordan house .
reach there , jordan came out to bring us in .
straight after tat , went to e ________ room to slack .
ps , i dunoe wat room is tat , so u guys insert e room name urself . LOL !
i brought poker cards , so we play black jark first , for a few rounds only .
after tat i play stress with jordan . yeah ! i won . haha =) LOL !
followed up next i play stress with yaling , and i lost . =(
den after tat so bored , i started entertaining myself . .
by using e cards to built a so called tower . LOL ! !
and it fails . hais , i very young tat time still can de leh . getting older cannot liao .
n they rest says i very 自闭. no choice , got to focus on my tower . LOL !
after tat , e rest gone to e toilet n change , jordan go home .
while i still stay in e _______room . few minutes later , jordan came .
he got shock tat he saw me only . as he thought others was here already .
he tis kannasai one ! destroy my half way done tower . wah piang eh .
den he suggested to play stress with me again . haha , n i lost !
few minutes later , e rest came . so finish up my game with jordan n we went down .
yaling n shindy get themselves change n ready for a swim . =)
pathetic me , still need to help jordan buy his favourite 红豆 ice-cream .
i bought one milo ice-cream for myself as well . .
while others not around , me n jordan started chatting n bullshitting . LOL !
he , e weird guy need to see e weather hot or not den can go swim .
or not his face will turn red ! hahaha =) few minutes later , he went down n swim .
so while e rest was swimming , i fell asleep . haha !
but e weather tooooooo hot liao , couldnt stand sleeping under e hot sun .
few minutes later zhengchao came to join us . . he went down to swim too .
den after a few minutes puayhoon go . .
e rest continue swimming while i continue to sleep . LOL ! =)
after a while , me , yaling n shindy went to e nearby mart to buy some foods n drinks .
went back , we saw salim . . say hi to him . .
den afterwards , salim followed jordan home to change den come out meet us later .
jordan says salim brought his laptop so later going tat ______ room again .
fine , while waiting for them , shindy , yaling n zhengchao continues swimming .
funny things was , they did some funny stuff . i trying not to laugh but still laugh . LOL !
den after tat , jordan n salim came . they going to e ____ room so i followed .
sadly , there was no room for us as 3 rooms are totally booked .
so we sat outside , like duh got air-con , looking at people playing ping pong .
they quite expert de lor . . while watching . . me , jordan n salim chat .
we chat abt going e-hub watch night at e museum 2 on monday after my exam .
but not confirm yet . haha ! few minutes later , room 1 people went off .
so jordan ran down to book tat room . . both of them started taking out their laptops' .
den each n everyone of them started showing me their photos' in their laptops .
salim told me tat when both of them take photos' together .
other people will misunderstood jordan as e girl while salim is e boy . haha !
due to jordan hair , many people take him as girl in e photos .
i laugh after hearing tat , den jordan was like keep staring at me . haha !
could u believe tat jordan got 1201 photos' all his face in e laptop ?
it is real man ! he took alot alot alot of pictures ! unbelievable . haha !
after few minutes later , salim requested to take pictures . .
tat jordan , care abt his hair scared later not nice so i pulled him over .
so e three of us started taking photos' . n three of us squeeze in 2 chairs .

few minutes / hours later , yaling n shindy came .
same old things , they showed their laptops' pictures to them .
den a while later , salim requested to take group photos . okay !
so we took abt 2 to 3 photos . weird weird , zhengchao not around yet .
so jordan went down to find zhengchao scared he gone missing . LOL !
stayed in e room for a while , den i keep looking at jordan item in his laptops .
after tat , we walk to east point mall have our dinner . gosh , walk under e rain !
reach east point mall , went up to e food court .
many chatting in between . n tat jordan keep disturbing me . errr !
eat and chit chat . den around 7.30pm plus , i went home with zhengchao .
say byebye to salim , jordan n yaling at east point mall .
took bus 9 together with zhengchao . home sweet home . .
tats all for today ! chewshih blog =)

labels : salim says i zhuan dao , taking photos with two handsome guys .
n he couldnt send me all e photos we take or not i happy happy . LOL !


i m missing those days . . hais . m i really insane ? idk !
i seems to be e one wanting for him . i noe it is totally impossible .
so tis time round , i didnt put in too much hopes .
his pictures seems to be appearing in my mind again and again .
how could i forget it when i realise tat i still do love him and want him .
arhhh ! i m indeed crazy . . ignore those words bah . .
yesterday night , i look through e school magazine . .
gosh ! e cover page already got his face and i spot it !
i was like staring at e cover page for 10 minutes ! wth ! i m indeed crazy .
den after tat , i saw his class photo , those funny post he had .
i started laughing like a crazy woman . lucky my sis not in e room . . hais !
i guess i m totally insane . i doing crazy things man . .
time to wake up ! face e reality tat both of u are totally not fated to be together .
FORGET . . FORGET . . FORGET ! ! !

alright , ending my dearest post with one funny part of 终极三国.
besides e funny part . i wan to end my post with a nice song . . 朋友
ohya ! i quite love tis show . . haha =)
waiting for e day tat those brothers noe tat 滫 is not 刘备 . i m waiting =)
so enjoy people . byebye !



朋友


labels : feel like crying out loud right now . i seriously miss him !


chewshih is totally speechless .
she is tired of life , tired of everything . lazy to tink , lazy to see , lazy to hear .
so currently , nothing got into her mind . nothing keep her going . .
so why not jus leave her alone ? ?
when i dunt wan to tink , dunt wan to see , dunt wan to hear . .
people tends to make me tink , see and hear . . hais . .
freaking sad tat my camera is seriously in a great damage . .
even singapore sony repair centre cant even fix e lens .
and got to send it to hongkong for repair . omg omg omg !
how much will e cost be ? even with e warranty card also no use le . .
currently , got no other choice but to send my camera to hongkong for repair .

i just realise tat i could hardly breathe when i saw his pic yesterday . .
dont ask me why . i dunoe why too !
he always stands a important place in my heart . always . .
but e always . . does it include now and further ? idk !
wat bullshit words m i typing now ! jus forget those love stuff ! ! !

alright back to actual topic , recently been busy studying chinese .
almost everyday is intensive chinese . gosh ! ! how to survive through man ? idk .
lucky my chinese class got affia and peiling . so i didnt really suffer lots .
and recess i m with peiling , grace , esther and affia . .
tuesday , went to ktv together with yaling , esther , peiling , grace and cindy .
e k session was great anyway . . =)
alright , not much to tok abt . . tats all for today ! chewshih blog =)


been watching 终极三国 for tis past few days .
catch up to espisode 13 le , currently still waiting for other espisodes .
ohya ! tis show . . hmm . not bad lah =) quite funny de compared to other two .
hehe , e other two are 终极一班 and 终极一家 =)
alright , enjoy watching tis funny part of 终极三国 ! quite funny de ! =)
byebye lor ! !



labels : chewshih is stress and tired !


hello earthlings =) i m back to post again ! haha !
tis morning was a horrible experience ever . i dunt wanna mention it over here .
cos it totally makes me so frustrated and pissed off !
n i wanna vent my anger anytime on anyone . ps !

meet up with yaling in e afternoon around 3pm plus .
intially really dunt wish to go out one . but den . . i got frustrated due to something .
but i havent eaten my breakfast and lunch so decided to go out . LOL !
meet up with justin leong wei nan (bhb) , junwei and zhan yang .
both me n yaling wear white colour t-shirt today . .
and u noe wat they says . . they saw 两个白痴 , almark !
had lunch at kfc together with those guys . laugh and joke non-stop .
yaling , wat u says was right . we did have fun , dont we ? haha !
after eating , headed to century square arcade to meet them . .
play tou lan qi again . tis time round is with e boys =)
first round . me , yaling and zhanyang play . hit up to level 5 . . quite impress !
den after tat is junwei vs justin . . forgotten who win who lose . .
but den tat junwei uses both hands to play . which was quite impress as well . =)
after tat . . is me pair up with junwei vs justin pair up with yaling .
erm , justin and yaling wins . hehe =)
tat junwei lah , second round says he wan to play himself to win them .
in e end ? hais . . i stand there and watch him play . after tat e 3rd round den i help him .
haha . but in e end , we both still lost to them . but it hit up to level 5 =)
tat basket justin , say we lose cos got ME ! haha . i admit . =)
i m not really good in tou lan qi . but i m improving okay ! hehe , so bhb !
last round . . 3 boys vs 2 girls ! wah . so unfair right ?
i m so sway standing right beside justin leong wei nan ! !
he snatch our balls and squeeze me n yaling ! ! omg ! where got such thing !
me , being a kind person . . accidentally hit his head with a ball . . haha !
hey hey . it is accidentally okay ! ! ! i swear =)
after playing , e boys went to e wash room so do me n yaling .
me and yaling cam-whore two pictures =) i havent got it yet ! hehe .
den after tat went to comic shop walk walk . .
few minutes later , went back to arcade . look at junwei play inital D3 .
okay , quite expert . tat is wat yaling say . perhaps is i say . LOL !
after looking , went to find justin and zhanyang . they are playing . . . .
forgotten wat they call . it is to spot e error in e pictures . LOL ! i guess so .
while playing . . junwei said a very very very funny sentence .
i find it funny . . dunoe whether others find it funny anot .
i was like laughing non-stop . hahahahahahaha ! !
after playing , say bye to justin n zhanyang . . and junwei went off so last !
i guess he run de lor . . so me n yaling chase after him . .
spot him in e mrt plateform and took e same train as him . .
e whole process in e train was totally a laughter man . so funny lor !
especially when yaling keep disturbing him . haha ! and junwei did laugh too !
he pretended not knowing us in e train . hahaha ! !
after tat , alight at bedok mrt station . and junwei ran off man ! ! wth .
he ran freaking fast . and both of us couldnt catch up with him . . haha =)
say bye to yaling at bedok interchange and home sweet home . .
overall , today outing was fun ! ! hahahaha . thanks man .
and lastly , i felt sorry to somebody . due to me and yaling appears . .
she was kena being left out . so sorry . . . !

OMG ! tmr up to thursday . whole day will be chinese .
nevermind , chewshih got to jiayou ! ur chinese must at least get A2 !
cannot less than tat ! hais , i m totally too disappointed with my chinese marks for mid-year exam !
it totally shock me ! nevermind ! i got to work harder tis 4 days !
i believe with e determination i had , i will win tis war ! jiayou ! =)

last of all , presenting you my handsome princes ! !
F4 , korean boys over flowers ! =) i love them . really .
hehe ! especially kim kyun joong =)



hello earthlings =)
went out with yaling and shindy today . .
perhaps today is a day to fix my pathetic spoiled mp3 and camera [sobsob] .
sadly , able to fix my camera but my poor mp3 . hais , currently nope .
stupid samsung ! their service so early end !
it ends at 12.30pm ! and jus about to leave my home to meet them ! wth !
i got pissed off . hais ! den i started showing my attitude . sorry !
and e worst was , i got tired of waiting so immediately take taxi to orchard .
poor two gals followed me , and even listen to my anger towards SAMSUNG !
stupid seh , close so early might as well dunt work better . bo liao =)
paiseh ! listen to my nagging again .
sorry ! next time wont le =) i will start saving money from now on . .
hehe , i need it for something =) i even remove all e amount of money from my bank .
for e simple reason , to test how much could i save =) hehe . .
so , me . . poh chew shih gonna start saving money [clap clap] .
chewshih jiayou ! ! ! ! ! =)
hmm , i love being single . LOL . dunoe why . .
i find myself no sorrows and no hurts . hahahaha ! !
but even i wan to have a relationship . . i jus wan someone like 'him' . .
cos i noe , in my heart . . he always stand a important place . .
even though i did mention , i dunt love him anymore . it is true anyway =)
so currently , my life was perfectly fine ! hehe . .
ohya , i got a newly born young cousin . . woo kai en =)
she is born on e same date as me . . haha ! ! 28 of april . .
i dunoe why i seems to be happy abt it . haha ! ! i m totally insane =)

labels : thanks god tat i met 'him' =)


hello earthlings ! ! i m back to post today .
first start off with my school stuff .
i find school getting more and more ridiculous due to e safety of e students !
gosh , they still created a road path for us .
and almost every morning we go to walk through e road path and proceed to e canteen .
after tat from e canteen walk to e parade square !
wth , so ridiculous lah , like as if got car wan to bang us like tat .
when there is totally no SINGLE car at all . . i bang e school den correct lah .
den today was my checking paper day . .
i am totally toooo disappointed with e marks i scored for tis mid-year .
no choice , wat is done couldnt be undone anymore .
so i got to work hard den before to get a better marks . JIAYOU ! chewshih =)

after school , went for k session with . . .
justin leong wei nan (bhb), junwei and shindy .
overall , not bad ! cos i noe i sing more songs den others . .
i was like siao woman down there , happily pressing for songs . .
quite a number but i choose some nia ! ! haha .
den sing e song 最后的电影 by zhou jie lun .
tat justin leong wei nan (bhb) favourite song . especially on e high pitch .
and i was another siao ting dong , keep vs with him .
seriously , too high tat i couldnt pitch well . den tat fellow will say something . .
use to it . . so i was another gila , keep looking n laughing at him . .
especially on e song , 祝我生日快乐 by wen lan .
he find it too high and couldnt go up e pitch , den he blame on e noodle he ate !
cos he claim tat he could go up as he have tried before . .
haha . . so bo liao lah . me being e lame person . .
scolded e mv for 假装 . i keep scolding non-stop saying wat e guy is ugly .
blah blah blah . and e woman in e mv wasnt tat pretty too . .
and say e 导演 dunoe how to pick people . . lame right ! haha ! i noe not funny =)
left ktv at 6pm as me and shindy got programme after tat .
den tat justin leong wei nan (bhb) was really sooo bhb ! ! !
tok alot but lazy to type over here . errrrhhhh ! ! !
ohya , he blame me for e noodle as well . cos is ME , e one who intro tat mee to him .
hais . . poor thing me , next time dunt intro him liao .
he ask shindy how was his singing , shindy ans him . .
after tat , he ask me how was his singing . i kept quiet , didnt ans .
den he say , i noe lah . . u find my singing today nice right . .
i was like . . huh ! ! i didnt say anything u could jus simply say those . .
totally soooooo bhb lor ! hais . . tat is him , so i feel like han tam him seh !
alright . . tats all for today ! chewshih blog =)

labels : totally toooo bhb . hais .






hello earthlings ! early post for today .
gosh ! ! i m seriously getting crazy over those celebrities accessories .
especially when those accessories appears in e drama .
i seriously die die crazy about it . cos every accessories been shown in e drama .
it stands a special meaning . . yup . .
and those accessories really suits loving couples ! !

First up , let me introduce you one bracelet .
e name of the bracelet is call Somnus (仲夏夜之星)
sorry , e meaning of tis bracelet will be in chinese =) e meaning is :
原本的设计还扣着一颗耳钻
这才是设计的重点
耳钻跟手链坎合在一起
就象征男女之间
谐和的完美关系
但是把耳钻卸下
彼此又是各自独立的个体
就算着对恋人
有一天必须要分开
曾经有过对方的记忆
也会牢牢刻印在心底
永远不会改变
这就是仲夏夜之星
原始设计的精神意义
Second up , let me introduce you another bracelet .
e name of e bracelet is call 链人 ，故意取跟恋人同音
手铐表现出的意义
就是束缚和占有
爱情不就是这样吗？
总是想牢牢把对方绑住
用手铐做为手链
宣誓彼此感情的独占
用手铐的创意来做手链
就像两个恋人 ， 被手铐铐在一起 ，永远不分开


hello earthlings ! !




alright , end my post with a video =) so enjoy ! !



hello earthlings !

hmm , nothing else to blog liao . haha ! !



sorry . i m sick and tired of life . specially towards relationship .
no matter how hard i tired , i only get millions or not billions of hurts .
been questioning myself for months .
do i really deserve those love others do ?
whenever i re-call about my past , those past jus simply gave me an ans .
i dunt deserve those love others do . none of it is perfect at all .
am i tat imprefect ? i m so sick and tired of love !
been trying my very very best , to love someone . .
but it turn out to be a prank of life . . a joke towards my life . . a failure love .
currently i am in a game with life . i have admitted .
i have lost terribly . nothing could simply keep me going . .
as for 'him' , i dunt tink i would wan to see him again .
a damage heart , i have no idea how could i love him back .
no , even if i wan to love him back . . the question is , will he love me anot .
i dunt wish to take another risk , hurting myself again .
perhaps i dunt really deserve e love like others have . .
although i do really hope i have one =) alright , clear up all those tinking . .
leaving a empty shell . no stress , no hurts , no sorrows . .
how great will it be !
seriously speaking , i miss him deeply currently . .
as for the love i had on him , i could say , it is really gone . .
so wat if i love him ? e feeling will never ever be way back like past . .
cos we are definitely not fated to be together . .

labels : say no to LOVE


hello earthlings' ! !
tis whole week has been a terrible week for me ! gosh .
been sleeping late like 2am and wake up early like 4am in the morning .
ridiculous right . i noe tat anyway . but no other choice .
sacrifies myself for great marks . LOL !
but overall , i realise tat those sacrifies are useless ! hais .
those question teachers' set are really very difficult .
i was like cursing those teachers' who set e paper . ass !
especially for the chemistry paper . i totally flunk with flying colours !
i have been neglecting on acid , alkaline and alohol chapter .
and tat bloodly hell teacher just keep setting those questions . wtf !
when she walk in tat time , she ask got any question . i was like keep staring at her .
den when she walk of my heart keep mentioning 'fuck' tis word .
opps too vulgar . but suits tat teacher . thought all of us so brillant arh .
totally dunt understand wat e hell e question is toking about !
e most most most ridiculous and difficult paper ever . curse you !

alright . should end e topic abt studies .
hmm , nowadays been neglecting friends as well .
been busy studying and soon after tat 'incident' i have no idea how to tok to them .
but everything was fine right now . =)
our friendship was way back like e past . isnt it a great news . haha !
been planning to go k tis monday . haha . .
anyone wants to join us . LOL ! ! ! =)
alright , tats all for today ! chewshih blog =)

lable : i have learn how to give up and find back my happiness again =)


hihi =) i m back to post .
alright . get to e main topic . i wont be posting quite often le .
so sorry abt it . . cos i got to start studying liao .
so blogging wont be my daily exercise . =)
ps ps ps ! ! ! i will be away for quite some time . .
perhaps till my mid year end le bah =) so byebye people =)


hihi readers . i m back to post again =)
today is mother's day . so our house is celebrating mother's day as well =)
morning wasnt tat special . but our dearest mother mention tat . .
she wanted osim uZap . so my elder sis dash in e room n tel us .
so we started to plan mother's day programme for our dearest mother =)
we keep chit chatting and having lots of fun n laughter .
me n my second sis keep disturbing my elder sis boyfriend surname ! haha .
but overall chatting was funny . . build up our sistership as well .
afternoon , headed down to changi village n have our lunch .
i love e wanton noodles over there . it is really nice ~
around 3pm plus , reach home . i started using computer .
promise my mom tat i will study tmr so take today as my resting day =)
around 6pm plus , went out with my second sis to 85 .
bought cough syrups as she is having cough recently . . bought bbt home to drink too .
reach home started watching my show again .
den few minutes later . my elder sis reach home . . so we started planning again .
at first , wanted to surprise my mom by putting e osim uZap in e car .
but den she requested tat today she will cook at home .
instead of going out eat . so our plan jus goes off the drain . hais !
after tat , we thought of buying cakes to celebrate . haha ! quite random .
so my elder sis drive me to nearby cakes shop .
we keep looking round e cake shop but none of e cake caught my attention .
luckily , got one cake shop sells round cake which suits my taste .
so we decided to buy . . den when we reach our hse carpark .
wanting to park e car tat time , got one fucking asshole car occupies 3 parking place .
so my sis keep saying fuck in e car like nobody business . LOL !
took out e osim uZap den went back . . almost got caught by my mom !
wth . so we quickly give lame excuses and ran in . . haha ! fun man =)
around 10pm plus , took out our cakes and celebrate .
gave one to dad n another one to mom . . sadly, mom couldnt eat much .
after tat took out e osim uZap , my mom was like so surprise by us .
lucky never cry out loud ! haha . LOL ! but she was totally too touch by our action .
we quickly go bathe n started using e product . .
she even gave my dad to try out e product as well . cute ! haha =)
anyway , tat was our mother's day celebration for our mom .
although was tat good . but it was a great success . .
at least my parents smiled =) haha . .
lastly , wan to wish all e mothers' in the world . Happy Mother's Day !
not to miss out my dearest mother . . 我们爱你 ! we all love you =)


gosh ! been so tired for today . . lying on my lovely bed and sleep .
i even skipped my lunch for today ! haha =) see i m a pig indeed .
den after tat , woke up around 4pm plus .
went to blk 85 bought junk food back . bought waffles , 7-11 biscuit and milk tea .
den went take a view at e cd shop . gosh !
so many new hongkong shows . it suits my mom taste .
LOL ! simply can say she got nothing to do so watch show to entertain herself =)
so copy the show name n went home search in the internet .
see . . efficent cheap lable ! haha . jus kidding .
too bad too sad . copied e name of the show but not my mom watch .
is ME de one who watch e show . hahahahahahaha ! ! ! cool right .
i love hongkong show too ! so nice lor . .
especially the cantonese words tat came out from their mouth .
gosh ! i m so envy ! ! i wan to learn n say proper cantonese ! !
so tat my mom wont laugh at me hearing how i speak ! hahahaha =)
yeah yeah yeah ~ craving now is to learn cantonese ! ! i love it !
den when i go hongkong during december ,
i can speak cantonese infront of them . without being so malu ! haha =)

presenting you kim hyun joong ! ! ! gosh he is handsome okay =) i love it soooo much !

i guess i m quite unreasonable today bah . . .
hmm . i guess so . perhaps i've changed ? idk . .
but i jus simply noe tat jealousy stuck in me . . i jus dunoe why i feel tis way .
wat i saw today jus gave me a hard life . perhaps bah . .
self-thinking . . too sensitive le . . i noe . hais ! perhaps it is e worst part of me .
it is alright tat u guys with her . u guys dunt really have to follow my footstep .
even though i really hope most of u would . but i guess it is wrong to tink tat way .
u guys got e right to make friends so i couldnt stop u at all .
but it is jus tat , dunt make it right infront of me can ? ?
it is quite hurting seeing u guys with e one i hate . .
sorry but to say tat . . dunt cal me to forgive and forget e hate in my heart !
i wont forgive her even till i die i also wont forgive ! ! ! ! !
i noe 我很固执 ! but it is really really really impossible for me to forgive n forget .
even i die , i swear i wont regret not doing it !
so please , if u wan to tok or watever with her . not infront of me .
before i turn into person like today again . or not i will definitely tear her apart !
sorry yaling ! for sending u tat message . yeah . i noe i tink too much .
but tis message never ever meant tat it is against u . it is not .
btw , if she really wan to take more friends from my side . take others !
dunt fucking come take my friends in my class and my very good friends ! ! !
keep shouting wat wendy bus . . wendy bus !
i got pissed off ! ! i sure i got pissed off . . immediately shout back at her .
such as nabei cheebye ! kaopei lah ! i swear i did tat ! ! !
scram off from my side ! ! ! ! ! or not i swear i will give u fucking life ! !
anyway still wan to say sorry yaling for sending u tis message .
u are still my good friend . jus like shindy . .
our friendship will definitely last long ! !
i dunt wan because of her break it up ! WONT !
or not i will send her to hell in school ! ! ! ! ! ! =)

people ! ! watch pretear ! ! ! it is nice .
i love e cute cute baby on top ! haha =)


arhhhh ! ! ! i m sooooooo tired ! ! !
straight after today fnn practical . my whole body starts yelling pain !
leg so tired tat i couldnt stand n walk properly ! aiyo . .
body starts to get old liao . not listening to me anymore . LMAO !
erm , my cooking today . can i say a failure ? or can i say it is a success ?
idk ! ! ! teacher is jus simply interested in how we design our food .
pathetic me ! not fit to be a designer in e future .
e work piece i design can say unacceptable bah . .
after mdm rukshana nag and nag and nag . .
requested me to change and change and change . . finally my final work is out .
when i look at my food , i laugh out loud ! hahahahahahaha .
freaking funny sia . i guess i wont eat tat so called "weird" food . haha !
alright ! i m tired . wan to go sleep now . hehe . damn early right ?
ps ! ! ! i m jus taking a nap =) hahaha . being trick by me le bah . LMAO =)
okay , tats all for today ! chewshih blog =)

i wan to go back indonesia - batam ! !
i m waiting for december . . e day we go hongkong for oversea with my love ones !
i jus simply cant wait for tis two things =)
cos i love it ! hahahahahaha =)


hey earthlings ! ! i m back to post . LOL !
so sorry . been quite emotional tis few days . but i guess i m alright now ? idk =)
many people got worried for me . . u noe why . . cos of e swine flu ! !
LOL . thursday i was being sent home due to high temperature up to 38.3++ .
and today my temperature hit up to 37.6 degree .
lucky i never kena sent to the general office . got to wear mask n sit over there !
wth . so malu . so my form teacher requested me to drink water . .
and retake my temperature again . so sorry ! ! ! i tend to fall sick nowadays .
hmm . dunoe why . but lucky , my temperature went down . n i m alright now =)
straight after school , rush down to e kitchen .
showed part of my completed work to teacher . den she cal me take e ingredients .
sadly , i havent give her my ingredient list so couldnt take a single ingredient .
got to wait tmr . . after tat , gone to bedok inter . bought food bus-ed home .
eat den after tat started doing my remaining uncompleted work . .
around 5.40pm + i finally finish doing my whole fnn coursework ! ! !
weehhhhh ! ! ! so happy ! ! ! ! totally jump up with joy =)
after tat , meet up with yaling . go shop around tampines and go arcade play .
now , i tink i really love playing basketball le ! ! i mean "tou lan ji" . LOL !
i soooo happy ! ! i won yaling ONCE ! finally . hahaha . cheer for me .
1 hour later or more , shindy came . den she play para with yaling .
den after tat saw "somebody" . LOL ! ! dunt wanna mention who . haha ! !
walk over to e "tou lan ji" corner , saw one expert playing e basketball .
OMG ! ! ! unbelievable ! ! ! ! he soooooooo zai lor ! ! ! ! hit up to 700 hundren plus .
den after tat , go fair price buy the food ingredients for my practice tmr .
so nervous sia ! ! ! really really hope tmr food will turn out well man . .
food ! ! dunt disappoint me okay ? LOL ! toking to e food . ignore me =)
train-ed with yaling . we chit chat . but my eyes focusing on somebody else !
OMG ! ! ! ! he is sooooo handsome lah ! ! ! ! both eyes keep looking at him . LOL !
alright ! tats all for today . chewshih blog =)

thank goodness tat u have change to the normal ward . .
thanks for being so strong and pull this through
thanks for appearing in my life . .
thanks for being the best memory ever in my life . .
thanks for everything . . i decided to GIVE UP !
u will always always always be my best memory ever !
so happy tat i met you . u will always always always be my love .
future ? i dunt tink so le . .


I AM TIRED ! ! ! ! !
REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY TIRED ! ! ! !

i am sooooooo tired till i really wan to give up !
sick and tired of life . . been tinking too much recently .
so jus leave me alone can ? ?
wont be blogging le bah . if really got something tat interest me to blog .
or not i wont blog . . so let my blog be died !
people dunt stay tune . spend ur time on other people blog instead . . bye !


a sweet story of love . . .