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CHEWSHIH ♥
She's a lil girl, living in her perfect world
tolerate is her core, and patient in life is her nature
she love being crazyy! that's more likely to be her
singapore. indonesia - batam
first cry in this world 28-04-1992
i am contented with my life
however i find it not enough
don't try to snatch my stuffs from me
cos i will snatch it back from you
i love singing
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i love hazelnut milk tea
i love Q yuan qi bbt lots <3
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Monday, May 18, 2009 - 10:23 PM
Blog 90

sorry . i m sick and tired of life . specially towards relationship .
no matter how hard i tired , i only get millions or not billions of hurts .
been questioning myself for months .
do i really deserve those love others do ?
whenever i re-call about my past , those past jus simply gave me an ans .
i dunt deserve those love others do . none of it is perfect at all .
am i tat imprefect ? i m so sick and tired of love !
been trying my very very best , to love someone . .
but it turn out to be a prank of life . . a joke towards my life . . a failure love .
currently i am in a game with life . i have admitted .
i have lost terribly . nothing could simply keep me going . .
as for 'him' , i dunt tink i would wan to see him again .
a damage heart , i have no idea how could i love him back .
no , even if i wan to love him back . . the question is , will he love me anot .
i dunt wish to take another risk , hurting myself again .
perhaps i dunt really deserve e love like others have . .
although i do really hope i have one =) alright , clear up all those tinking . .
leaving a empty shell . no stress , no hurts , no sorrows . .
how great will it be !
seriously speaking , i miss him deeply currently . .
as for the love i had on him , i could say , it is really gone . .
so wat if i love him ? e feeling will never ever be way back like past . .
cos we are definitely not fated to be together . .

labels : say no to LOVE