20 August 2009 , Thursday
celebrate evi 21th birthday. evi arh, grow older by my year one le arh! haha (: anyway, wishes her happy 21th birthday! daddy and mummy brought everyone of our big family which include me, chewyan *sis, evi mother *yiyi, dayi, ah boy, ah hui, evi, grandpa and grandma to blk 416 there to eat. daddy booked a table for all of us to sit together. lucky got two cars to bring us over (: daddy friend which is blk 416 boss take our orders! wah, we damn big arh. haha! credits all goes to my dad! the five of us had such a great time in chatting and eating. we keep joking non-stop! very funny lah! initally we was like so quiet, just sit and eat. after that, we started crapping (: overall, the eating was wonders. just that i find dayi very choosy. can't stand eating with her. she just keep saying the food so oily or watever craps! no one entertained her. pathetic. she just keep saying non-stop that why i can't stand her.
after eating, went over to jiu jiu house. brought the cake over to the house and celebrate. sat dayi cars over. squeeze with ah boy! and i keep squeezing him. haha! poor thing for him (: i treated him super duper good hor. haha! sang happy birthday song and cut the cake. besides that took some photos. anyway, i am going to upload some only. not all (: mostly evi faces and lastly, my *part* of love ones faces! thats all for today! goodnites (:
labels: dearest evi 21th birthday (:never ever realise i am that tired. i am tired of missing your un-present. billion times i hope you are around. even standing at the same place breathing the same air with you, i find it a relieve at least you standing around me and not far away from me. couldn't neglect the importance of you to me. you are nevertheless not being left out. passing by the route of our past, it reminds me of pains and unforgettable regrets which will never be unchanged. a scar that hidden deeply inside me. a scar which never ever being needled back. the present of my heart yelling towards your return, thousands, million or even trillion of prayers holding upon my pair of hands shouting for your soul and wanting you to return back to where you belong. could you hear or feel me or the importances ones in your life? please come back to us will you? we will wait even to the dawn of the day, we will still wait! because a word 'love' which keeping us holding. and those memories i had on you are clearly recored into my mind regardless of happy issue or unhappy issues, it is deeply recorded in my mind and my heart. patiently waiting towards your return. just wanting you to know, you means alot to me. (L) i wanna be your 守护天使. i don't want to stand right behind you anymore and keep looking at your backview. couldnt you just simply notice my present. i am not an air. i am also a normal human being, hoping somebody could protect me, love me and care for me. i want no one else but you. silly but worth a million dollars. this is the love i had on you and will not fade away unless there is someone else who worth me loving than you!
